bjr pouvez vs m'aidez à inventer une page de journal intime d'un ado en utilisant les notions want,will,let,makes et en exprimant la volonté de quelqu'un d'autr

In the future I would like to be an actress, you know these girls who have a lot of boys for her, these girl who are so much pretties, their life are just perfect, I really hope one day I can be like them..
Anytime when i wake up I say "Oh my god it was just a dream!"
I grow up in the missouri, my mum is the best woman ever, she learned me a lot of things.
She lets me do what I want, I can go to a party, smoke, drunk, meet friend.. But i don't have a boyfriend.. Sometimes I look into the mirror and i found me ugly.. I REALLY WANT  A BOYFRIEND! Just to hug him and it's kind of things!